मेरी वफाये

તો ય મા તો કરશે માફ

સહુનું  ગમતું  સદાય  કરતી, સાચવે  સહુનું  મન,
મનનું ગમતું કરવાનું એને નહીં થતું હોય મન?
મા  પણ  થાકે, મા  કંટાળે, મા પણ  માંદી  થાય,

ત્યારે જે  ના સમજાયું, એ  આજે  હવે  સમજાય;

નાનપણે મા  યાદ  રહી  નહીં, પછી  યાદ  ના  આવી,

આજ  હવે  સમજાય  છે આપણે  માને કેવી  ભૂલાવી?

ગમતું અણગમતું કૈં  કેટલું  આપણે  રાખ્યું  યાદ

સાવ નકામું સાચવવામાં, કામનું  થઇ  ગયું બાદ.

સાવ એકલી તો યે  માતા  કામ  કેટલાં કરતી?

કદી  કહ્યું  નહીં, થેંક્સ કે સોરી, તો યે  હેત વરસતી

એ જ રસોયણ, એ જ તેડાગર, એ જ બની જાય  આયા,

થાકે એની કાયા તો યે ફરતી એની  છાયા

વાટ નીરખતી, માનતા  માનતી, મનમાં મંત્રો જપતી

સાજા નરવા જોઇને  માતા દેવને  દીવો  ધરતી

શંકા નહીં, એ ચિંતા કરતી, જ્યારે કરે સવાલ

શબ્દથી ઝાઝું આંખ  બોલતી છલકી રહેતું વ્હાલ;

મોટા  થઇને  બાપુ જેવા થાવાનું  મન  થાતું

માના  જેવા  થઇ શકાય  નહીં, સત્ય હવે સમજાતું,

નામ અને સરનામું થઇને બાપુ  સાથમાં  રહેતા,

માની ઓળખ ભૂલાઇ જાતિ, સમયની સાથે વહેતા

મા બાળકથી થાય ના જૂદી, ભલે કપાતી નાળ,

દૂર હોય કે પાસે, માતા સદાય લે  સંભાળ

જીવતી હોય એ જાળવી જાણજો, ના જાળવો તો ભૂલ

સ્મરણ  હોય તે મનમાં  માણજો, આંસુ બનશે ફૂલ;

મા ઈશ્વરથી અદકી છે, તમે કદી ન ભૂલશો આ,

ઈશ્વર સઘળે પહોંચી શક્યો નહીં, એથી બનાવી મા,

માને દુ:ખ દેવાથી મોટું  જગમાં  ના કોઇ  પાપ

આવા  પાપી થશો તમે તો ય મા તો કરશે માફ. 

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तन्हां

He Only Took My Hand

 

"He Only Took My Hand"

One day while you remember me, My voice you will hear,
You will look around But I will not appear,

I will say: Hi , you've got to listen, You got to understand,
I didn't left you...I am just inside you...

When I called out in pain that day, The moment that I died,
God reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to His side.

He pulled me up and saved me, From the misery and pain.
My body was hurt so badly, I could never be the same.

My search is really over now, I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams And all that might have been.

I love you and miss you so dearly, And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever, But my spirit and love will never die.

And so, you must go on now, And live, and understand.. .
God did not take me from you, He only took my hand."

And I will be here always for you Waiting and loving you..

गलती मेरी थी.

कुछ नहीं कहा....

Today I Went There Again..

Suno

Because You Love Someone Else

वफ़ा का नाम ना लो यारों...

हँसते हँसते रो पड़ती थी..

*चित्र बड़ा करके पढने के लिए इस पर क्लिक करे.

ख़्वाब अज़ाब

वो सारी बातें ख़्वाब हुई और ख़्वाब से फिर अज़ाब हुई,

जब तुम को हवा के झोंके से पैगाम हमारा मिलता था,

जब मेरी इक नज़र से ही चेहरा ये तुम्हारा खिलता था.

कुछ याद सा तुम को हैं जाना?

जब फ़ोन की आदत रोज़ की थी, कुछ देर जो मुझको हो जाती,

तुम घंटों रूठा करती थी?

कभी गीतों की कभी शेरों की,

तुम ख्वाहिश मुझ से करती थी,

कभी प्यार था मेरी बातों से, मेरे चेहरे से मेरी आँखों से,

और झांक के मेरी आँखों में तुम खुद को ढूँढा करती थी.

इक दो दिन देख ना पाओ तो तुम बेकल बेकल रहती थी,

और अब तो ऐसा आलम हैं,

कोई चाहत हैं ना उल्फत हैं,

क्या प्यार मोहब्बत और वफ़ा, इस ज़िक्र से तुम को वेह्शत हैं?

मैं लाख तसल्ली खुद को दूं के, अब भी तेरी ख्वाहिश हूँ,

पर धोखा आखिर धोखा हैं, कब तक दिल को बहलाएगा?

दो पल की खुशियाँ दे कर ये मुझे सदियाँ लहू रुलाएगा,

क्यूँ तुम तकदीर से लड़ते हो?

हाथ की हथेलियां...

जब कभी देखूं हाथ की हथेलियों को तो खाली ये नज़र आती है....

सुनी सुनी सी लकीरों पर....किस्मत सुनाती अपनी कहानी है....

पूछती है फ़साना मुझसे ही......मेरी तन्हां ज़िन्दगानी का.....

होठों से तो हँस देता हूँ....पर आँखें सच बताती है.......

कभी यूँ ही निकल पड़ता हूँ..तनहाइयों के साथ अपनी..

और साथ ही खामोशियाँ भी परछाइयों में नज़र आती है..

हर पल बेबस है....इंतज़ार में जिसके...

वो तो अब तक....अनजान ही है..

की इंतज़ार में किसी के...जान आज भी किसी की जाती हैं...

उम्मीदों से नाता तो बहुत पहले ही छुट चूका था...

धूलि धुप में देखता था जो चेहरा कभी ..........

अब तो सपने में मायूशी ही नज़र आती है....

मोहब्बत नाम ही है क़ुरबानी का

जो रखते हैं औरों के लिए प्यार का जज्बा,

वो लोग टूट कर बिखरा नहीं करते.

ज़िन्दगी नाम है इस हसीं समंदर का,

प्यार करने वाले जिसमें डूबा नहीं करते.

ज़िन्दगी की मोजौं में हो जाओ जुदा,

हमसफ़र की बेवफाई का गिला नहीं करते.

वो अगर तुम्हें बददुआ भी दे,

तो इस के लिए कभी बददुआ नहीं करते.

मोहब्बत नाम ही है क़ुरबानी का,

क़ुरबानी के बग़ैर मजनूं बना नहीं करते.

मैं उसे भुला न सका

वो किसी और का हो गया

एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया

ना पूछो के सुबह थी के दिन थे के रात थी
हर गली हर मोड़ हर चौराहे पर ये बात थी
अरे सुनो सुनो सुनो अफसाना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

लोग एक दुसरे को सुना रहे थे
सुना सुना कर ठहाके लगा रहे थे.


के जबसे देखा है उसने उस लड़की को
खो बैठा है अपनी नींद और चैन
रहता है हर पल वो बैचैन
ना लगती है उसे भूख ना लगती है प्यास
हर समय रहती है बस उसी की आस.


सबने कहा ये किस्सा तो पुराना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

सबने समझाया उसे जा कर ले उससे बात
तभी कटेगा दिन और तभी कटेगी रात
बिता उसके साथ एक हसीं शाम
तभी मिलेगा तेरे बेचैन दिल को आराम.



उसने भी सुना दिया जा कर हाल ए दिल
लडकी भी थी नादान फ़ौरन गयी पिघल
सबने कहा ये तो इश्क का बहाना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

मिलता था अब उससे वो हर दिन
कहता था जी नहीं पाऊँगा अब तेरे बिन.



लड़के के पास बस यही काम था
आँखों में उसीकी सूरत होठों पे उसीका नाम था
देखते ही देखते बीतने वाला साल था
लड़के का प्यार में बुरा हाल था.


सबने कहा ये तो शमां का परवांना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

कब तक छिपाते वो अपना प्यार ज़माने से
एक दिन पता चल ही गया बहाने से
बस फिर क्या? जो नहीं होना था हो गया
रोज रोज का छिप छिप के मिलना बंद हो गया.


लडकी के घर में शादी की बात होने लगी
प्यार के उजाले में रात होने लगी
प्यार का दुश्मन फिर जमाना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

लड़का बोला चल भाग कर, कर ले शादी
लड़की बोली मुझे नहीं चाहिए ऐसी बर्बादी
लड़का बोला प्यार है फिर क्यों ये दूरी है
लड़की बोली समझा करो जान मजबूरी है


मरता क्या ना करता मान गया उसकी बात
अब तो पहले से भी बुरे थे उसके हालात
अच्छा उसका दिल का लगाना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

आज कल रहता है वो अपने में ही गुम
वो क्या करेगा खुद उसे ही नहीं मालूम
मिलता है तो परेशान होता है
ना मिले तो बेचैन रहता है.


मांगता है उसे खुदा से हर पल
उम्मीद है बिताएगा उसके साथ आने वाला कल
इसे भी इश्क का नजराना हो गया
एक लड़का और दीवाना हो गया.

Pain, Pain, Pain

Bleeding Heart
Pain, Pain, Pain
Everyday I feel this way inside.
Pain is part of everything I do now.
I live with a bleeding heart.
I suffered much pain throughout my life.
That I have changed along the way.
My heart has changed from all the painful ordeals I have endured.
I live with a bleeding heart.
I am living a lie.
Keeping who I truly am inside.
I can no longer see my face in my own reflection.
I live with a bleeding heart.
Words spill across the lines of a page.
I have allowed myself one comfort.
And one comfort only.
I live with a bleeding heart.
My single comfort is words.
My soul bleeds on paper.
It causes pain within me…but, also, a burden is lifted.
I live with a bleeding heart.
I want to be the person that lives inside.
But my bleeding heart won't let me.
I have allowed my heart to control my every action.
I live with a bleeding heart.
I slowly secede to them.
I slowly secede to the tears.
I slowly secede to the tears that bleed inside.
I live with a bleeding heart.
There is blood scattered across this paper.
That is my soul bleeding.
I wonder when the bleeding will end.
I live with a bleeding heart…

Beautiful Tommorow

BEAUTIFUL TOMORROW

I missed my day, completely today
But I would not , tomorrow
For the days are mine, world is mine
All the life is totally mine

I missed my fortune, all way today
But I would not, tomorrow
For luck can't be bad everyday
leaving just pains totally my way

I missed my path, totally today
But I would not, tomorrow
For I would reach back the right way
Making my path clear by today

I missed my soul,somewhere today
But I would not, tomorrow
For I would start my life afresh
Fragrancing my soul in every possible way

I missed my everything, only today
But I would surely not,tomorrow
Though tomorrow might not be my day
My little hope lets me live my life this way..

Touch Yourself

Touch Yourself

I understand the why
Yet I cannot grasp the how;
But if this is the way you must handle us
I will try to understand somehow.
There is one thing that I ask
As you walk away;
Please create a corner in your heart for me
So at least, there, I can always stay.
You will always be my love
That will never change;
Though we are going separate ways
That fact remains the same.
I know we must let each other go
Circumstances force us to set each other free;
But today, I give back to you . . . your words -
Touch Yourself and You Touch Me.